::19.03.2010::

~will remember this date forever in my life~




mummy n daddy luv u qais..

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::sleeping beAuty ker::

is it normal for baby asek tydo ajer..most people cakap babies suke tydo sbb jaundis..

but different with my baby...si qais ni suke sgt tydo ..but still awake every two hours for breastfeeding..so rasenye its not because of jaundis-in qais's case la

n pada malamnye mummy and daddy xde la asek kene berjaga sbb qais hanye bangun @2 a.m & 5 a.m
sgt la mummy n daddy suke hati..he he...



tydo tydo tydo




wif tok mama before nk g cekup..still tydo




ni pom tydo tp mata cam bukak..haaiys

pssst hopefully qais suke tydo mlm2. jer smpai besar..jgn skrang jer suke tydo mlm..dua tiga minggu agik berjaga mlm lak..sian mummmmy!!

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::jaundis::

dear jaundis,
pls go away...pity my baby....










its been 3 days qais kene kuning..n dah 3 hari wat traditional method menjemur qais..sian qais..even the level xler tinggi,but still mummy worry..inikah d feeling being a mummy..everyting nk d best and perfect for their son,
n today my qais kene checkup again..sian my baby kene blood test again..almost crying see my baby kene inject!!
so jaundis,plssssss go away!!!

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::bz bz bz::

sgt bz menjaga babyku...xsempat nk berblog atau buat benda lain2..surfing apatah lagik...now i know y piple keep ckp xsempat n rest bile ade baby...

sib baik iphone ade..so me xde la terlalu away with the connection,.hu hu..

latest update about my baby & mummy:)
-dah finalise his name..he he..
~wan qais darwishah b wan ahmad fazlan shah~
-skrang pagi pagi terpakse jemur Qais bg kene matahari sbb ade "kuning"..even the level xtinggi sgt,im still worry..takok next checkup kene warded..



-very good bile breastfeed...day 1st dah pandai and im almost cry terigt dat moment..
-but mummy kene pump jgk sbb selalu bengkak,so Qais kene la sbr bile time kene minum pakai botol!!



-mummy dah ilang 9kilos..tp still didalam weight yg berbahaya..uhukss
-mummy getting better tp tatau leh sbar ke tak sampai abis pantang ;)

ape lagik ek..hmp dah tade kot..huhuhu
pssttttt: for those yg dtg visit qais..thanks sgt...appreciate sgt...he he



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::babycakes::

tadaaaaaaaa...my babycakes ;-)







date of birth: 19.03.2010
weight: 3.69kilos
gender: yeeeha boy!!!!
name: to be inform later!!

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::jigsaw::

sgt la buhsan waiting nak masuk ot..uhuksss ...then teringat lak kat jigsaw kat umah..one week n i failed tp complete it..bley?
niat di hati nak siapkan the jigsaw before the deliver date..tp xdpt nak nolong ah...
mmg sgt lemb** n xberbakat...ishhh



after one week ni ajo yg sempat aku siapkan..uhukss...sgt mencabar...br 1000 pieces..lalallalla




and this latest yg smpat aku siapkan before menyerahkan diri @sdmc...n sbb smlm dah berkmpung kat sdmc,dh xde harapan nk siapkan..he he he
sib baik smlm dah siap gluekan kalo tak sure blik unh ngn jr nanti jigsaw aku dh hancus!!!hu hu

psstttt but actually bnyak faktor yg menggagalkan misi ini!!! ;)



sbb aku wak sengsorang..start jer nk buat tetibe en luv rajin lak nk hias umah..pas satu satu dia ubahkan..yup its good tp gerammmmmmm....n dtg kat jigsaw bile aku dah merengek..n berjaya la match lubang2 yang aku xjumpe tu..huh...pastu bangga semacam...haaaih









oklar..i bg b+ for luv..cukup lar tu...!!!!!

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::this is it::

sweating...counting hours...4hours to go..to see my babycupcakes..
~ya ALLAH permudahkan la urusanku amin~


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Location:Jalan SS 12/4,Subang Jaya,Malaysia

::4th day of mc::

today is 4th day of my mc;the last day...im starting sweating now and counting hours..

this evening we'll going to register room @sdmc and coming back at midnite to be warded.

my families and frens sibuk advise me to eat everyting i want for the lAst time but seriously i dont know wut to eAt anymore..i guess tht aku lgk takok dari pk nk makan..haaihh..

the final touch-before welcoming jr :)









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::3rd day of mc::

tak smpat nak update blog yesterday sbb menemani luv bekerja..hahaha ..opis sendiri xpegi tp sbuk temankan luv wat kije..haaih

today is 3rd day me on mc..and today my gynae ask me to come for final checkup up..and actually to set the date for the operation..me n luv had decide to pick 19.03.2010 @ friday to meet our jr..at last its been decided...relief n relieeeff semo had settle n the ot n room had been booked..

tommorow's night me n luv will stay at @sdmc and the next morning will be d big day for us...

my mum will also be around and i heard dat my sister (s) also taken leave to support me..hahah actually diaorg dah kene pakse..~dats y i had choose d date;)....

mummy and abah will also arrive d night after d delivery..so i guess jr will be much moreeee hepppi to see all close famili welcoming him..hu hu hu...

pssstttt deeep inside;mummy cant wait to see u babycakes jr...hopefully everything okayh..amin...

oppss;n my bff had delivery her jr dis afternoon after long labour since 10 pm last night..sgt jeles she manage for normal delivery...
welcome to world adam!!!




hi adam..u just sebijik like ur ibu
i loooikee

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::1st day::

im starting counting days,starting with bed rest...
actually me n luv relli cant decide the best day to meet our jr...
relli cant make our mind,.
luv pom xleh pakse aku as im not ready n the my gynae also still on leave...
haiiyaa any clue nk ilangkan this fear piple...sgt la takot!!!!ishhh

my first day of "mc" had been fullfiled by niat nak finishkan our jigsaw yg mmg la xpernah siap...hukss










br siap frame nye ajo..mmg me n luv xberbakat la wak jigsaw!!huhuhu

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::L.A.R.U.T::

memang rase diriku larut cam makanan tu kedalam diri kamu luv~muuuaaacchh!!!

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::decision::

its not a bad news actually ..
but not a good news also...
wut i can say is "its faith"

today i had appoinment with my gynae...after a basic checkup,my gynae ask to check wut we called the pintu rahim...
selok punye selok,the doc xpuas ati as she claimed the pintu sgt sempit..
so she ask me to do MRI for details..

this MRI test (theres a lot MRI test) is xray test to know the details and measurement of the pelvik bones and others.
and the result my pelvik bones is kecik..and theres no way jr can go tru...
im soooo shock as doc always says with the baby position,placenta and air ketuban,80% it will be a normal
delivery...but now,i only have a choice for ceaser...gulllp!!!

but theres nothing me n luv can do..its a bone:.not soft tissue yg bole mengembang...
the doc had give me n luv some time to tink which is the best date to do ceaser...
my famili reli want me to end up this asap as theres no point nak tunggu sakit when u know at the end mmg kene ceaser!!!!wut theres said is true..but hmpppp stillllll im not ready (bole ke pilih2 lagik ni)

and still right now me n luv cant decide the best date...some more my doc will be on leave strting 15-19 march..(asal la mase ni nak bercotiiiii)
poning poning...

but if this a faith,i know Allah had prepare all the best for me..ade hikmah sume ni..me n luv redha aje..
n for me this is my sacrifice for jr..even this is wut im avoiding stil i want d best for my baby...

pray for me frewnssss...amin



mri xray result...can see my baby cant go tru the pelvik

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::amirah::

amirah @ mira...knowing her mase memula join the bank~yup my first job until now *sigh*~
at first tade la rapat sgt ngn si mira ni,but then lama2 leh join satu kepala trus kiteorg rapat..

banyak function si Mira ni:)
1)my bekfest n lunch partner,not to mention peneman bile luv lamat pick me up!!
2)gosssiiiiping partner
3)gud listener bile aku nk cite pe2 masalah...
4)partner surau aku
5)etc..heheh-my bakery...my cuppiescakes n my choc cakes!!!

but last mnth aku dpt tau gud news when shes got offer~better offer actually to switch her working environment...the offer tht she had waiting sooo long..and for me im d person that over excited bile dpt tau..deep inside i know i will losing her ,she will be not around anymore...but that wut true frens are;supporting the decision even it will hurt u...im going to miss this kecik molek lady..and will miss the frenship dat we had..

and the day had come..yesterday is the last day she with cimb...n will leave me alone..huhuhuhu sib baik mak dah strt cuti maternity..haaaih..

pssssttt smlm nk nangis malu when im hug her..masokk kete jer nangis depan luv...*sigh*








me really going to misss her!!!


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::mooooodddy::

tersgt la xde mood due to some problem/issues!!!
problem~pls go away...!!


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::one day::

last night my condition not so well..i cant even sleep or move..the pain...haiyaa is like killing me..sakit yg amt kat perut..i try my best not to tink dat da day has come-deliver!!!no no im not ready yet as my jr also only 37 weeks...

and early in d morning luv bring me to sdmc (known as sjmc) and directly to the emergency labour room..im scared like death ~dgr jer labour room dah takot gile~~

and the result i had warded for further checkup...actually its normal process like doing ctg (again) and check either jr mmg dah nk kuar or tak..

alhamdulillah ~jr not ready yet so do mummy...and the urine infection also dah okie..
ade minor cntraction but still too early for delivery..doc inform tht its normal pain since jr dah enge to my rahim..ist it?? (soklan ni aku tnye lam ati jer hehehh)
lepas jer doc explain trus la mummy request nk balik n promise to come back asap if still had a pain..
and late evening,aku dah leh discharge..yeayy...

pssstt thnkxs to luv yg call my boss dis murning..n thnkxs to boss yg bitau my opismate aku dah nk deliver..haaaih!!!!







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::sick::

still in d sick cndition..
sorry boss,xleh kije agik today!!!


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::aqil besday::

aqil already 4 years old.cepat tul masa berlalu..n now aqil dah besar..
abe had invited us adik beradik to had a small makan2 @ his place...

n us x amik sgt piccies..kemalasan melanda.eveb picca adiah pom x amik...he he..n psssttt sorry kakda's famili xde picca...hehhe..enga tul2 malas!!!







besday boy






kakna kalo masak mmg superbb..best gile okayh!!!












psssttt even picca ngn luv pom aku x amik!!he he pemalas!!i blame d hormone!;)
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::i want to know wut luv is :) ::

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......


I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....

~~listen to this song, make me remember when im say "YES" to luv 3 mnth before our marriage...
its happened to fast..n im just go wif the flow...not like other couple yg berchenta...we just fall in luv after the marriage..
owwch im so deeply in luv with luv...never feel this way before....uhukss..~~

::alice in wonderland in 3D::

my fav cite mase kanak2...
ditambah lak bole tgk 3d ++++ en johnny deep yg sgt aku minati....
went to watch midnite show since showtime awal sume da fully booked..
for those yg mmg suke AIW ni,mesti enjoy las nonton...he he





















heppi watching piple!!!!!

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::aiw::

aiw @11.40 p.m...i loooike!!


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Location:Lebuh Bandar Utama,Petaling Jaya,Malaysia

::dulu lain sekarang lain ngeee ngee::

d old days before im expecting..











noww sgt la berbezaa...but i looooikeee myself ~preggie








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::alone =bowinkkk::

sgt la buhsan when luv not around..
tonite once again luv ade discussion ..and being sick like dis,i rather left @home than acompany him...

there nothing much i can do @ home since p1max very yg amat3 s***...n same goes to my phone nyer line (normally xler teruk camni :)...
after finish eating my "alone" dinner,i try to publish this entry before zzzzzz...hopefully this entry berjya di publish..huhuhuh




preparation of jr. im buying this since jr reach 6 mnth...







but until today still dun know ape lagik xcukup...yuppie still bnyk yg tade ,hopefully jr's aunties m uncles dah prepare nk bg as a gift..:)

psssttt mummy cant wait to see u big boooy!!!!

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