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today is the 5th day of puasa...this month is truly "bulan menguji kesabaran"
Sangat banyak benda yang menyerabutkan kepala ini..ada je benda nak uji kan...
tp takpe im redha....sambil ingat the quote "Allah tidak akan menguji hambanya jika tidak dapat ditanggung oleh nya"

So as long masalah ini boleh disettle...i sud be fine...kan..:
The problem absolutely pasal maid!..ish totally sakit jiwa raga la kalo nak cakap pasal maid ni...hmppp yes the previous maid is sgt "perasan diva". nk kije xnak banyak ...nk jaga baby jer...so i can tolarate la as long as jaga si budak kecik tu bebaik kan...tp sekalik kantoi ngn en luv bile he coming back fr work tengok2 si anak kecik ni tah kat mane main benda2 kotor..(okayh taknak cite ape benda yg kotor tu k! uwwwwwwwweeeekk)...
so dari kitaorg ni cakap baik2 terus la kena marah teruk ngn en luv....sekalik me balik fr work lagik teruk kene marah n terus suh dia pack sume barang dia nk hantr balik ke agent...memang selama ni berlakon la jaga si kecik baik2...bile kite tade...terus berjoget tukar channel tv anak lak tah ke mana...

so mase tunggu the new maid to come...i sent lil champ ke umah my sis nena...so her maid is taking care of lil champ together wif his 2 lovely aliahs..suke la sikecik...leh main2 ngn si aliahs dua org tu...tp the problem is ...tak larat la mummy nak bangun setiap pagi nk hantarnye....nak ke usj sane pastu nk masuk opis lak..aduiiya...balik pom same..nak kesana pickup si kecik then baru la nak balik smapai umah terus pengsan....si kecik still nak main2 lagik...

so i push the agent sent me the temporary replacement sampai la sampai my new maid....
she did sent one maid yg umur dah 50 tp gagah perkasa cam 20 y old lak...sangat rajin dan pandai wat kije...takyah mak nak suruh2 nak ajar2...hmppp tp not so lucky sbb dia leh replace for one week only since she alrerady had a job....sedih lar....

then the agent had give me another replacement last sunday....and OMG!she is suck!!!!!okey sgt suck....dengan takpandai buat satu pom kije umah....jaga si kecik pom cam jaga ngn kaki,....kerj aumah sume tunggang langgang...i just rase nak tumbukkkk jer muke tu..tp mengenangkan both of us mmg xde siang hari (en luv kije pagi) so me sabar sgt3....risau gak dia lepas geram kat si kecik kan....mmg kalo ditegur pom terus menjwab...aduh.....alhamdulillah malam ni dah nak hantr she back to the agent..tak sanggup nk tengok muke nye yg bebal n sgt la pemalas tu..aduhs...

hopefully the new maid will samapai this coming monday...tak tahan k....at least kalo mmy maid yg tetap , kite leh tolerate n ajar dia ...ni kalo repalcement pom dah kurang hajo camni..camne?aduiiya....

setiap hari mmg asek berdoa tak putus2 mintak2 si kecik okay....i left my "nyawa" wif her...ya allah permudahkan urusanku....